Big Brother

i get it know i get it know it all makes sense. it was the worst time of my life in the ministry of love but it has changed me. i sit now here in the chestnut cafe. i understand big brother, I love him now. in the terrible underground cell, they beat you and tortured you until you screamed with pain, cried. they would wring your limbs out of sockets and sometimes injected needles in your arms. then, there was room 101. it hurts to even write that. the room where you must face your worst fears. for me, the unspeakable vermin, rats who ate off your face. and i knew only one way out was through my love, julia. and i screamed her name to save myself. i loved julia, LOVED. but i dont think so anymore. no more rebelling. O'brien has taught me the only way is big brother's way. now I only love big brother.